The Missing Peace…
I just feel lost. Empty. Emotional.
I long to fill this piece of my heart with peace.
I don’t know where it all went wrong. How two can be so happy and then not.
How two people who love each other so dearly can just give up.
I hurt.
I miss my peace.
That piece of my heart that felt so full.
Now my days just blend together…
Like MondayTuesdayWednesdayThursday.
No end to this in sight.
When will I stop crying? I’ve cried a thousand tears.
I’ve tossed and turned 30 nights. What day is it?
I feel so alone.
I thought this could get better. But today I weep. Tomorrow I weep. Everyday just feels heavy.
I wish I could say something. I just don’t know where to begin. And everyday I think the words will come, and before I know it, the day is done.
…and I weep. I cry. I toss and turn.
I dream of you and happier times.
And then I wake. And the same feeling all over again.
I wish I could just hear your voice again. See you smile. Hear your laugh.
I’d do anything just to have you here. To have a piece of you. Some peace.
No piece, no peace. Just emptiness and sleep.
I weep.